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Quick Update

I know it’s been a while since I last posted. These last two weeks have been busy. Our homework hasn’t been that hard, but it’s taken a lot of preparation. We learned a method of teaching called “storying.” This consists of memorizing a Bible story, finding 3-5 background facts that are relevant to the story, and thinking about what sort of timeless truths that can be pulled from it. Then you gather an audience, tell the background facts, tell the story and lead the audience in observing who is in the story, and what happened. This makes sure that they heard what you said. Then you lead them in interpreting what happened in the story for the people that were in the story. These interpretations should lead to a timeless truth or two that your audience can apply to themselves. It’s a great way to teach people who can’t read or write the Bible. Then we learned how to teach the inductive method of Bible study, which is what CSBS is. We all had the opportunity to teach it, but we had to prepare our own lesson plan for it, but then we were put into groups. We all have different teaching styles, so it was hard to put everything together. But by the grace of God, we pulled it off.

This week, the founder of the School of Biblical Studies (SBS), Ron Smith is speaking on both the books for this week (2 Timothy and Hebrews). We’re all really looking forward to it. It should be a great week. There is a great quote from him that I learned last week: “If I miss dinner, I do not feel guilty, I feel hungry!  And that is how we should see our devotional time with the Lord… If we miss our daily time with the Lord, we should feel spiritually hungry, not condemned.”  This is one of the best quotes I’ve heard. It’s great, because there are so many times that I’m not intentional about spending time with God, especially during this school. I’m already spending so much time in the Bible that I don’t really want to do it during my free time. But God’s like my best friend, and I’m not spending much time with him. I’ve been feeling something that I couldn’t really describe. I thought it was guilt, but after hearing this quote, I realize that what I’ve been feeling is hunger that can only be satisfied by God. Something to think about…

I realize that many of you might be wondering what’s happening with my school fees. I still haven’t gotten anything in, so I still need around $2700 before 22 June. That date is when we graduate. I would like to have it all paid off before CSBS is over. If you feel led to support me in this, you can donate online at this website: https://ywamla.org/donatepay/, or you can call the campus: +1 818 896 2755. You can use regular mail: 11141 Osborne St. Lake View Terrace, CA 91342. Just clarify that it is for “Madeline Hendley,” so that there is no confusion.

If you just want to know more about what YWAM or CSBS is you can go straight to the YWAM LA website: http://ywamla.org/

If you want to know more about me, or what I am doing, you can email me at BelleHendley@hotmail.com or you can call me: +1 818 371 4140. Calling me won’t really have the best results, because I tend not to answer my phone because I’m either in class or doing homework, but you can text (this is my cell phone), and I’ll respond. 

Face the Enemy When Everyone Else Runs

I know I haven't really blogged for a couple of weeks. Sorry about that. I've been having a hard time with life. I might be doing a Bible School, but I am far from being "perfect Christian." I feel like I've had so much rage built up inside of me. It definitely came out in the last two weeks. I tried not to snap at people, but I'm not sure how well I've done. It's all been kind of a blur, really. I'm a little stressed out, to be completely honest. I know that when CSBS is over, I am supposed to immediately move to Burbank. Immediately meaning not even go back to Texas for a little bit. So before 22 June, I have to have a place to live line up and preferably also a job. But it's so hard to do that, since I don't have a car and can't drive. But since this is what God has called me to do, I have to trust that he has a plan for this.

This week in CSBS, we studied Paul's letter to the Ephesians. It really rocked my world. An overwhelming theme is standing when all others fall. First, I wrote about what it means for the original reader (the Ephesian Christians):

This theme of sit, walk, stand shows the Christians of Ephesus that sitting in Christ is the first step to walking in Christ, which is the first step to standing firm when the storm comes.

Salvation comes through grace by faith. It is not the doing of any person. It is only the doing of Jesus. Because of the sacrifice of Jesus, the Christians (both Jews and Gentiles) are of the same body in unity and equality. They should see that as a church, all power and authority is given to them because they are seated with Christ. Jesus’ sacrifice protects them while they are learning to walk in him; protects them from the spiritual attacks that the enemy throws at them to tear them down. While they are sitting in Christ, they are weak, like babies. They cannot protect themselves from the attacks that come at them without Christ’s protection. If they are unprotected, then they will fall when they try to walk, since they will be trying to walk without help.

To walk in Christ is to serve and behave as Christ served and behaved when he was on earth. He served willingly, without question. Walking means that the Ephesian Christians have now moved from being babies, to being children who are growing up. Walking means that they are growing strong in their faith. Since they learned how to walk with Christ’s help, they will be that much stronger when the storm comes and they will stand firm. But if they choose to reject Christ’s power and help, they will fall. If, as a church, they are unified, then when one of them trips, they will not stay down. They will help each other. They will still be under the umbrella of Christ’s protection, so even if it start storming, they will be able to continue walking without failing.

If they have learned to walk in Christ, and they have walked under Christ, then when the storm comes, they will stand firm. They will not be blown over by the fierce winds; they will not be beaten down by the hard rain. If they stand in unity, they will be stronger than if they stand alone. They will be able to protect each other. This does not mean that they are abandoned by Christ, now that they can stand. It means that they have been trained for battle against the enemy’s attacks and they are prepared to take what comes at them, without running from it. Standing firm will strike fear into the enemy. He will see that they are strong. But he will not stop trying to tear them down; to destroy them. They must stay strong. The must look to Christ for their strength, so that they can stand tall, when all others fall.

Then I wrote what it means for Christians in today's world, and what it means for myself:

What are you going to do when everyone else falls down or runs away? The enemy isn’t going to give up. If we run, then he will advance and destroy. So much of the world has been abandoned by people who are strong enough to take a stand. We have left the battleground because we are scared. But do we have a reason to be scared? If we have Christ, and we have learned to walk in him, then we should be able to stand firm. We should be able to dodge the bullets that are shot at us; deflect the punched that are thrown. When people fall, it is because they were not walking in Christ. You cannot stand without walking in Christ. Believe it or not, walking is the first step to standing. You might think it’s the other way around. I mean, when you learned how to take your first steps, you had to stand first. But this is a different kind of standing. To stand like this is to be strong and courageous. If you have the Holy Spirit in you, you have this strength and courage (if you are a Christian, you have the Spirit).

So when everyone falls, you stand tall. When everyone runs from the battle, you face the enemy. Do not run, do not fall. Rely on Christ’s strength for your own strength, and you will stand.

There are so many times when I think I can do it on my own. But I can’t. How can I? I am pathetically weak. There is only way that I can stand firm in this constant battle. I have to walk in Christ. It’s not always easy to do. I admit it. I always find myself tripping. But I have friends who are stronger than me who are right by my side, helping my back up. I want to be the same for them, but I’m not strong enough. I need to strengthen my armor; sharpen my sword (because guns are too mainstream). I’m glad that I’m doing CSBS right now. This is the armory. I’m getting new armor. My sword is being re-forged; my bow restrung, my arrows replaced. This is where I become stronger. This is where I leave for battle.

Timeless Truth of the Week:

Only with God help can we have victory over the enemy.

James Week

Last week was a good week. We went up to Bishop, CA to a resort in the mountains called Cardinal Village resort. We weren’t there for a vacation. We were there to work. We had class on Monday morning and had Monday afternoon to do homework, and then on Wednesday morning we loaded up in the vans and headed out for Bishop. It was good to get out and not be inside all the time for homework. The cabins we stayed in were pretty cute, too.

This is the cabin called "Golden Trout," where all the single ladies stayed. Sorry, no pics of the inside.

We were split into teams for working around the place. Some worked outside, digging a ditch, some cleaned the cabins, getting them ready for the summer season, when the resort is open. My team was in the store and café, cleaning, cooking, shelving things. It was actually fun. We worked form 9 am to 4 pm. Both days (we came back on Saturday, so we were only there two full days) we some of us went on hikes. The first day, we went to this beautiful waterfall and then to an old gold mine. The second day, we went up to Lake Sabrina, but I didn't make it all the way (Migraines, and high altitudes don’t mix well). Several people got excited about iron pyrite (fool’s gold), but were disappointed to find out that it wasn't actually gold.

The waterfall

Really, really cold water

The abandoned mine shaft

James was a good book. Often times, people misuse James 2:26.  It is used as a way to guilt trip people into going on mission trips, or giving to charity. But this is looking at it from the pagan mindset that we must perform in order for God to love us. This is not what God wants us to think. I wrote about it for my homework:

We don’t see it. If we have faith, then we have it right. But that’s not it. We often hear people say “Faith without works is dead,” but we never really understand what it means. We think that to have salvation, we have to be good people. It is because we take James 2:26 out of context. James wasn’t saying that salvation comes from works. He was saying that to keep our faith alive, we have to feed it. It’s like a fire. There cannot be fire if there is not something to burn. If you light wood, it burns, but after a while the fire starts to die, if you don’t add more wood to it. So faith is fire and works is wood. Without one there cannot be the other, because one has to be kept alive.

Fuel the fire. Keep your faith alive. Let it burn hot and bright. Let it be seen forever by everyone.

I’ve never really struggled with my faith dying since I gave my life of God, but I’ve also never known that if I don’t feed my faith, it will die. James has given me a new perspective on faith and works. I used to get frustrated with the whole “faith without works” thing. I used to think that it was just people trying to force me to do what they wanted, using it as a guilt trip for not helping people who were in need. But now I see it as a challenge. I’m being challenge to keep my faith alive.

I’m taking up the challenge to fuel the fire.

This week, we are back on the YWAM base, and we will be studying Galatians, and 1 & 2 Thessalonians. I’m excited to see what God’s going to blow my mind with. I’m always surprised by what he reveals to me, either about his character, or, now that we’re in the New Testament, about Jesus, and what it is to be a follower of Christ.

As I said in my last post, I still need this quarter’s tuition, which is $2700. I’m praying, and I ask that you would join me in praying. If you feel led to give even a small amount, you can call the base, or you can go straight to the website and give. Phone number and link are at the bottom.

If you want to contact me directly, my email address is also at the bottom.

Timeless Truth of the Week:

Whatever is in your heart usually come out of your mouth.

Where is your heart?

Where is your mouth?

Watch what you say.

Because not only sticks and stone hurt.

Words hurt just as much.

Maybe you think you don’t mean it,

But it still might hurt.

Words cut deep.

Words sting.

Even if you think that you don’t mean it,

You do.

If it came out of your mouth,

It came out of your heart.

So don’t just watch what you say,

Don’t just watch what you think,

Watch what is in your heart.

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This Week...

This week was good. Our homework was Luke and Acts. We had to do a timeline of the New Testament, a map of Paul’ missionary journeys, and an essay about the Holy Spirit in the book of Acts. It was easier for me to do that than I thought it would be. I’ve never really understood the Holy Spirit before this week. He never made sense to me. I would always get frustrated when people would talk about him. But now I see what he is. He’s a comforter, a counselor, a companion. It makes more sense now.

The Holy Spirit is the one who carries out the commission that Jesus gives his disciples before he went up to heaven. Jesus sent the Holy Spirit so that the believers would have the boldness that it would take to proclaim the good news. The power and the presence of the Holy Spirit is obvious throughout this book.  The “acts of the apostles” should be called the “acts of the Holy Spirit,” because everything the apostles did was through his influences and empowerment.

The Holy Spirit was Jesus’ promise to be the disciples “companion” and “counselor” after he [Jesus] returned to heaven. The Holy Spirit would continue the ministry that Jesus had begun. The day of Pentecost, Jesus’ physical presence was exchanged for his omnipresence in the person of the Holy Spirit. It was the advent of the Spirit’s presence in the lives of the believers which started God’s missionary work among the peoples of the world. It is the Holy Spirit who inspired the consuming passion behind the missionary task given to the believers. After all, the promise had been given that when the Spirit came upon his disciples, they would be witnesses of Christ to the very ends of the earth (1:8).

Without the Holy Spirit, what the apostles did would have been merely good works and good tales. The Holy Spirit goes beyond the human activity to a divine source. He is the main character in this story and the apostles are the instruments that he uses to achieve God’s purpose.

On that day, the lives of the apostles were changed forever. They would never have “normal” lives again. Who can, after being filled with the Holy Spirit? He was the one who came along side of them, and the one who enabled and equipped them to carry out the mission. As the challenge of the mission began to register in their minds, the apostles probably felt their lack of power. After all, the mission was to proclaim the good news to even the very ends of the earth. They didn’t know the languages of the world. They were fishermen, farmers, and Roman citizens. How were they supposed to do this? In contrast to Babel, where God confused mankind, separating them through language, the Holy Spirit united mankind through language. Through him, the apostles received the ability to communicate the good news freely, clearly, boldly and powerfully. Many languages became one language in the ears of the speaker and the hearer. Because of this, the good news penetrated the known world.

The filing of the Holy Spirit was not an experience confined to only on the day of Pentecost. Peter experiences many fillings, as did others. This fullness shows the dependence on the Holy Spirit that these missionaries has. Being filled with the Sprit did not mean that they were passive receptacles to be filled; they were to be under the control of the Spirit of God. To be filled with the Spirit is to allow one’s personality to be brought under the lordship of Christ, therefore being gripped by his passion.

The Holy Spirit exercises authority and power over the powers of darkness. At times, he empowers he apostles against satanic opposition. He imparted them with spiritual insight to discern the source and spiritual authority to deal with it. 

The role of the Sprit in the missionary enterprise is in the calling of the missionary. It’s not surprising that in the call, the initiative is with the Holy Spirit, not with the volunteer, or the church. Before any activity of the church or the missionary is the call. The church’s responsibility was to recognize this and act upon it. The role of the church leaders is to confirm the Spirit’s selection by begin sensitive to his leading and obedient to his command.  He provided guidance (i.e. the missionary journeys of Paul).  The expansion of the church to unexpected areas was dues to such guidance. The leaders did not follow their own wants, but what the Holy Spirit lead.

The role of the Holy Spirit in the lives of these early missionaries was huge. It was his calling, authority, guidance, and passion that made it all possible.

That’s the essay that I wrote about the Holy Spirit in the lives of the apostles in Acts. Then I had to write a paragraph about how the church views the Holy Spirit today:

What is the role of the Holy Spirit in our lives today? It was just in the Bible. It’s an old-fashioned thing. This is what I hear. People don’t understand the Holy Spirit, so they disregard him. They don’t want to be bothered with him, either. But of all the gifts given to mankind by God, there is none greater than they Holy Spirit. Through him, amazing thing happen. Things that could never happen through only human efforts. The Spirit applies the truths of God to the minds of men.

Most people today refuse to see the Holy Spirit because they can’t handle the idea that Jesus left him to give us the boldness to proclaim the good news. Why can’t we be like the apostles and accept the mission gladly and go out, proclaim the good news boldly, with nothing to fear?

The last question. It applied to my life so well before now. I was always afraid to proclaim the good news, even my faith. The idea scared me. What would people think of me? I didn’t see how I had the Holy Spirit. I don’t speak in tongues, I have never spoken a different language to someone who needed it, I’ve never healed anyone. Did that mean that I didn’t have the Holy Spirit?

Now I see that the Holy Spirit gives different gifts to people, depending on what they already have a talent for. This might not be everyone’s opinion, but it’s mine. I’ve seen many people with different gifts. No one person has the same gift. It’s ok that I don’t speak in tongues, or heal people.

Someone told me once that when I speak, they hear the very words of God. So I guess that’s the Holy Spirit in me.

So naturally, I wrote more than one. I get like that.

I need the last of my CSBS tuition paid off soon. It’s about $2700, so if you could be praying for that, it would be great.

I’ve been praying about what God wants me to do when I’m done with CSBS.I want to go to culinary school, but culinary school is expensive, but I’m learning to trust God with my finances, so it’s not a problem. The only solid thing that I know right now is that I’m supposed to move out to the Los Angeles area (I’ll most likely be living in Burbank), and work with the homeless. I’ll probably get an apartment and a job and work for about a year before I do anything else. Right now, something I need is prayer. Pray for guidance, so I know what to do and how to do it.

I also feel a very strong pull to staff a CSBS in the near future, but I don’t know if that’s my own wants, or something that God wants me to do.

On Monday, we start the book of James, and we go to a resort in Bishop, CA. Since James is about faith and works, we will be working at the resort, doing small maintenance jobs. But it is also a time of relaxation, so that we can enjoy the beauty of what God created.

Thanks to all for reading!

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Good Friday

I've always wondered why we call this day “Good Friday.” It never made sense to me. Why would we call a day that the greatest person to ever walk this earth was killed for the crimes of others “good.” In my book, that’s pretty bad. But as I’m doing my homework for this week (Matthew week), it hit me. We call it Good Friday because something good came out of this bad. Yes, Jesus died. But he was willing to die. There could have been another way, but he knew that this was the way that it had to be. He knew what was going to happen to him. He knew that he was doing to be rejected, mocked, tortured, killed for crimes that he did not commit. But he came to earth anyway.

He didn't come to take away the law that says we have to die for our sins. He came to take our sins away, because he wants us to be with him forever. The only way that was possible was for there to be an ultimate sacrifice. The reason he wanted us to be with him forever was love. The very same love that God created the universe with. The same love that he had when he freed the Israelites from Egypt, when he allowed them to be sent out of exile in Babylon. They very same love that he offers us today.

Jesus knew that people would reject him, that they would reject what he did, what he taught, even his sacrifice. But he did it anyway. He did it because his love outweighs what he knew. He knew that the people who accepted him would want those who rejected him to see that what he did was good, and that there was no reason to reject him. Sure, he got under people’s skin. He still does, but isn't that how every revolutionary person is. They get under people’s skin. Some people choose to listen and follow what they see as the truth, while others choose to reject it and hate it.

Good Friday. It’s good because Jesus knew, and he still chose to do it. He willingly went to the cross. He did it because he wants you. He did it because he loves you.  It’s good because he cared so much that he worry about all the pain he was going to go through, because he knew that it was worth it.

Jesus and Poverty

Walking down the street

Homeless guy

Sitting on the street

Only wants a meal

Someone to talk to

But we ignore him

We walk faster past him

We keep our eyes averted away from him.

A different street

A different day

A different person

Same situation

They’re sitting on the street

We ignore them

We don’t have the time

We don’t know what they’re situation is

“What would they do with my money?”

Is what we think

They’re there

We can’t ignore them

The homeless are people too

Maybe they once had a job

And a home

A family who cared

You don’t know their story

Maybe we should take the time to listen

There are plenty of times that

We have nothing to do

Go out

Show the same kindness that

Jesus showed

Listen

Give hope.

When you listen

You give hope

When you give hope

You are fighting

The injustice of poverty

I wrote this in class this morning. Our speaker, Barry, was talking about Jesus and poverty. It occurred to me that we have it all wrong. We don’t always have to do great things to fight poverty. People who have fallen into poverty just need someone to give them a hand. That hand is hope. If we have Jesus, then we have an abundance of hope. Why not share it with someone?

We always want to be more like Jesus, so we try to be “good people.” We avoid certain types of people, but if we look at the life of Jesus, he was hanging out with the exact same people that we try to avoid. So if we want to be more like Jesus, hang out with the “bad crowd,” with the homeless, with the people that have a not-so-good reputation.